I caught the bug or something

I baked a loaf of white bread last night! sooo much tastier than the sub par potato bread in our cupboard. If I had any wheat flour I would have made wheat bread, but I was really happy with the white bread too. I'm going to start making all our bread (given i have the energy after work sometimes).

We had our friends Julie and Tyler over late last night (or early this morning) for taco's, and I gave her a slice with some butter on it. she ate it and then two minutes later said "oh! that bread was really good! I forgot you made it cause it tasted so good" then was started talking about how sometimes when you taste home made bread it tastes home made in a not so fabulous way. I'm lucky to have such good recipes.

The Married life

is actually even better than I was hoping or expecting. It's so much fun to always have Christian around, for our stuff to all be in the same place, and to share all our meals together.

The wedding reception was all kind of a blur to me, (everyone told me it would be) but what I remember of it I really loved. I wasn't stressed out about anything I got to just walk around and visit with everyone and the weather was absolutely perfect for the outdoor reception it was. I'm really excited to get pictures back from our photographer so i can remember the details I've already forgotten (or was too scatterbrained to notice)

I was amazed at myself that whole day. I didn't actually believe I would be so absent from myself. I couldn't complete a single train of thought without jumping to something else that I would also jump away from mid thought. and that's basically how i was the entire day. I think i said it out loud to a few people I was trying to have a conversation with. "I'm sorry I'm really not exactly here today" everyone seemed to expect it from me except for me ha ha.

but regardless it was a wonderful day. One of the best days I'll ever have. I'm glad that before all the hustle and bustle of the reception started, I was able to go and experience the serenity of the temple and be married and sealed to Christian for time and eternity. And It was then that it really hit me that he and I are now a brand new little family. one day hopefully soon we can bring a little baby Mears into the world and we can learn how to be parents together. and I'm so excited. I am truly happy with my life. I feel confident in the direction i'm heading and even though I know there will be bumps along the way, The view looks pretty good from here.